Totally Shagged Out.
Hi peeps.
Though I only updated now, I was back ytd already.
Was just too tired to update I guess.
Last whole week was my field camp.
Can say its the most tiring one ever I guess.
No more plain outfield trainings already.
Its all missions, missions and more missions.
Everyday barely got to sleep for 3-4 hours only.
And with all the mozzies in the jungle,
Its totally a shit feeling.
But this 5 days,
Its also a chance for me to keep my mind at ease.
With no outside pressures, I guess I could think more properly.
The process of something is always tiring.
But still, the amount of effort you put in towards it was nvr a waste.
Its only through failures over and over again,
U get to know yourself more and more better.
It was never easy for me but I've learnt to face reality.
Never giving up is good, but trying to reach the moon,
Its plain naiveness and stupidity.
Alright enough of these,
Right now, I've already passed 10 months of army life.
And the bad news is, I've officially turned operational.
Which means for whatever shit reasons the government have to activate the unit,
I got to go back to camp be in on weekends or holidays.
Its gonna suck bad /=
Kays.. Thats all for this week.
Gotta go prepare to go back to camp le.
Bye !
I've totally given up,But I never regreted any one moment of it.
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Sunday, April 19, 2009 7:17 PM