Fly fly fly away ~ !
In two days time its Oct 20 !
O my, 2-3 months ago I was still thinking,
Still got long way more ! Relax ~
Budden now, its finally time for everyone to fly !! Except me and a few =x
Will be going to send them off on tues morning,
And yeah.. the way its planned is kinda lame -.-
We book in tonight,
Book out tml night,
Book in back on tues afternoon after sending them off.
LOLOLOLOLS !! What a lame "systematic" planning.
What else can u expect from SAF ? Lmaos !
My 20 years living in Amk,
Finally for once which is yesterday.
I went to the try Steamboat beside sportlink at Amk Central.
Okays, the place is so so. Just like any normalsteamboat in bugis -.-.
But the prices okays lahs, 15 bucks with free flow drinks.
Damn ate super a lot can, SINFUL LOLOLS !
And yeah one more thing !
I just found an online game which is kinda addictive LOLS !
Its called WonderKing, The Link: http://wonderking.ndoorsgames.com/center/default.asp
Anyone interested? Play with me ! lolols.
Like that I can save money by going out lesser too =p
Alrights time to book in !
BYEBYE =(
I'm unsure of myself?
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Sunday, October 18, 2009 8:22 PM
Food Food Food !! =x
Today I went to this place to eat.
Its located inside Lasalle and its called 15 mins.
Don't ask me why its called that because those are my thoughts too LOLS.
Its a place which sells western food,
And plus that atmosphere, I think its quite a nice place to chill out too !
Just that theres something abt the place,
Everyone who ordered chicken had it partially cooked only.
So I'm not sure it its a norm or its the poor cooking done =(
If the food is fully cooked, I think it would be super nice ! lols.
I shall try it again some other day haahhas.
On the 19 of Oct, my platoon mates are finally starting to fly off to Aust !
Damn, the bunks gonna be soooooo darn quiet for a months plus.
I'm so gonna miss those craps when they're around hahas !
Nvm, I shall protect the bunk for you guys :D
And talking about army,
Damn SAF sia, they even can delay our pay this month LOLS !
It caused so much inconvenience for everyone can -.-
And the top it up, the payrise they advertised had not been implemented.
Even the advance pay promised to be given for those ppl going to aust did not arrive too !
I wonder how are they gonna survive the 1 and a half months there /=
Hopefully something would be done ! lols /=
Alrights enough rantings ~
I'm so gonna sleep now ! lols !
BYEBYE !!
Its seems, the scar isn't gonna patch back easily.
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Sunday, October 11, 2009 1:46 AM
Off day !!
Took a day off today to settle some family stuff.
Which explains why I'm actually here on a wednesday lols.
Alright and so I had some contact with some Roman Catholic people just now.
And omg, makes my blood boil.
Thats why I dislike all religious practices.
Probably because I'm a strong minded person myself bahs.
Whatever decisions or mindset I have, I hold on to them firmly.
Unless someone can provide me with a very logical reasoning,
Only then will I 心服口服 or however it is written hahas !
But those catholic shit people are telling me totally stupid illogical stuffs,
And for goodness sake, its only our first meeting -.-.
I feel so sorry for these people man, trapped in their olden day thinkings.
Argh, they had better stay their distance from me.
Will be returning camp tonight !
But before that... hehehs ! I'm GONNA EAT BBQ SEAFOOD WITH MY FAMILY !!
Omg yummy yum yum ! Stingray and Sambal Sotongs !! <33
And that would also mean, I gotta run more =( hahas !
Alrights thats all for todays rants =p
BYE !
I don't really have much confidence on this,But I'm willing to try, else I'll never know.
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 5:19 PM
Is it that hard?
A little explaination with a small little apology.
Thats all thats needed to clear any misunderstandings.
Is it that hard for people to say the words "I'm sorry" ?
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Saturday, September 26, 2009 11:22 PM
Confidence ? I hate this thing..
Went out with a bunch of sgc peeps ytd.
Ate BBQ food at newtons circus.
Guess what? Disappointing !!
But apparently its because we ate from the wrong store =(
I didnt know theres actually so many BBQ food stores there.
Hahas but nvm, its already in my stomach so,
Whether or not its nice, irreversible !
But theres one funny thing,
Apparently, the sugarcane there is made of gold !!
Well, to be exact its the lemon HAHAS !
A cup of supercane costs $1.50 but one with lemon costs $2 LOLS !
And there I was, staring at the lemon and going hahhahhas -.-.
Went to watch whiteout after that,
Its alright lahs, it isn't sucky, neither is it really that great.
But kinda interesting.. So thats what a whiteout is.
Enuff to break your 2 fingers in just 2 seconds !
Luckily there isn't one in Singapore hahhahas !
Alright to the title's topic.
This thing you call confidence, you sure need hell lot of shit to master it.
Especially when you gone through a really huge failure before,
The thought about encountering the same things again makes you go.. AYEZZ.
Everyone falls, its just a matter or how high they fell from.
You can get back to track fast with a low one,
But what about one whom u fell so hard and hurt yourself so damn badly,
Can you still tell yourself so easily that,
Oh its nothing, I will succeed for sure next time.
I am afraid, very in fact.
I'm afraid history will repeat,
I'm afraid to bluff myself everyday again,
I'm afraid to suffer a big disappointment once again after putting in my all,
I'm afraid to fall.. And to mend the wounds once again.
What about everyone else?
So many afraids hahas, but I think its something encountered by most people.
I really admire those who can take things so easily.
I'm a simple minded person, yet things does not seems as simple as I thought.
Wahahas alright todays a really long rant !
I shall stop here =)
BYE !!
I'm starting to feel afraid,What will be my future like..?
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Sunday, September 20, 2009 9:50 PM
Windows 7, Good?
Hehs.. Gonna start changing to Windows 7 soon.
It seems a lot faster from responses around,
But to be exact, I duno how good is it? lols.
But I guess I'm gonna try it out hahas.
The process should take me quite some time though =(
Ksh lent me his "Orignal" copy LOLS ! Thanks dude.
Man, I haven woke up late for a long time already,
And today, I actually woked up at 2pm !
Omg, The shagness from camp last week really paid its toll hahas !
And btw, I got MC ! So I'm only going back tml.
And yeah, forgot to mention about yesterday,
But hey, First time I've every been to a so high tech Kbox LOLS !
Apparrently, the machine has games on it, It regconises handwritings,
Theres this password function, sort of like an account to record your playlist,
So if u happen to go there next time, u can use back your own playlist.
U can also record your own singing and send it to your phone?!!
Theres a computer inside too with working internet, and its fast lol !
Theres jackets prepared already and even slippers !!
The only sideback is that its kinda ex hahas.
But its kinda an experience lols. Btw, its in Iluma.
Alright, less rantings already.
Gonna start updating my Windows !
BYE !!
If the world could be more simpler, things would be so much greater !
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Sunday, September 13, 2009 8:48 PM
Hectic? Yeah totally Chaotic !
Wow, its seems my blog became a monthly thing only.
Damn, I'm just too lazy I guess,
Really got to kick off this habit already hahas.
But nevertheless, I'm back once again !
This week was kinda chaotic, not too physically,
But really mentally.
Had been cleaning, cleaning and just cleaning the entire week,
For preparations of Wallaby.. Though I'm not going /=
Imagine starting to clean from just 3 hours a day,
And gradually increasing day by day to a record of 15 hours in one day.
Now thats what you call "Kick"
But then again, we 3/4 done of preparations already.
Now thats left, are inspections =(
Finally got out of camp today,
Went to watch "Gamer" just now.
I was really anticipating this show since the advertisement came out,
But its a real disappointment instead.
The show has a great storyline but the whole way its filmed,
Were totally senseless? Its really a waste man.
My advise.. Just download the show and watch.
Had been thinking, it seems I really changed ever since that sad period.
I learnt to widen my focus on many different things in my life,
Rather then just focusing on one plain unhappy stuff.
And through that, I found myself perhaps smiling more then before?
Am I escaping? or just finding a new better me?
Hahas rants ~
Its like 2.55am now,
Gonna sleep le !
Bye !~
When will I feel warm again?
I'm really tired..
When will all this end..?
Saturday, September 12, 2009 2:40 AM
